me!

2008-08-03T14:51:00.000-07:00

SHIFTED!

2008-06-30T18:08:00.000-07:00

I LOST MY MRBEAN BEAR! :(

Okay, I only have my stupidity to blame. My bear dropped several times already, and I was luckily because I always find it on the floor. So I will just hang it back. Unfortunately, I didn’t see it on the floor today :( I only realised it when I was in the lift! SHEESH! I reached home and immediately message Haoyee to help me see whether I dropped it on the bus. NO! :( I didn’t =/ hopefully I dropped it at my house bus-stop and nobody kicked it/picked it up, because I am going to the bus stop to find it later. Let’s pray that my MrBean bear is still there (:

Stayed back in school for no reason just now (supposedly biology remedial), stayed till 0230. Then while we were on our way to biology remedial, Tammy told us that we don’t have remedial. Oh my crap! We were so damn irritated, because we stayed in school for about forty-five minutes for no reason. Wth. Wasted my precious forty-five minutes in school doing nothing but playing with Merilyn’s water gun. lol.

I think I never played water gun before in my whole life, how pathetic :( you can say that I have no childhood. I also don’t get to play Barbie dolls when I was young, unless I go to my cousin’s house. How sad ah:( and I only have freaking four Barbie dolls at home, and they are not those nice nice expensive ones with beautiful gown or whatsoever. (You can come to my house and I show you my four pathetic Barbie dolls)

2008-06-23T22:00:00.000-07:00

First day of school after the June holidays, and I must say I really love school! Especially the cutest class, 4P and the clique <3 I’m looking forward to school tomorrow, because there is both a/e math lesson!

Anyway, Haoyee and Hannah got lectured by an Indian woman on the bus today. Haha! The reason why she scolded them is kind of ridiculous. She thought that Hannah was laughing at her, and then she started lecturing both of them -.-“ Hannah was actually laughing at the message Jaan sent her, and also because the person beside Hannah was talking to herself. So the woman said something like, she can see that we are passing sarcastic remarks. Utter rubbish! Oh, she even said that the driver is very patient by not scolding us. (She thinks that Cedarians are very noisy =/ )

We’ve changed our sitting arrangement, so now, I’m not sitting first row. I’m right at the back :( , which is third row. Haha! Quite like the new arrangement, because I don’t feel so crammed now, like we are all so spaced out now (: love to be in a small class <3>

Okay, I need to complete the Chinese holiday assignment now, sian :(

2008-06-14T02:39:00.000-07:00

Once again, coursework is killing me =/ I spent a freaking four hours staring at the computer (pity my eyes.) my eyes are like closing now, super tired. I was supposed to type “As well as some of the dishes which incorporate…” and I ended up typing “As well as some of the ~~teachers~~ which incorporate...” LOL! This shows how tired I am :(

Woke up super early yesterday, as well as today, seven plus =/ (that’s damn early for me; I won’t wake up so early if I have nothing on). Anyway, studied with Haoyee yesterday, at amk library. Quite productive, I think (: completed four summaries and half a chapter of vegetation and another half of rivers. That makes one chapter of geography(: yay! I will upload the pictures as soon as possible, haha! (I still have a lot of Charlotte’s photos to upload. Two weeks already. LOL!)

I will preserve, I’m trying my best to complete at least half of my evaluation by today, so that I can have more time to study tomorrow. Because I didn’t study anything today =/ I’m feeling damn guilty. Sheesh!

2008-06-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

The mosquitoes are irritating me! Argh! It isn’t just because it bites me, of the whole family why choose me? Eeks. It better not be because I once said that next life I want to be a mosquito :( anyway, just now I felt something flying around my leg, so I stretched out my leg and I saw a black thing on my thigh. I though it was my mole. LOL! BUT, I remember that I don’t have a mole there! Hahaha. That’s when I finally realised that that’s the mosquito! *smacks forehead. (You better not laugh!) I know I was damn stupid, but whatever. I still killed it in the end (: haha.

Dionne, I think I can go to your room and help you kill mosquitoes :D

I think I’m wasting my time online, sheesh! Supposed to be doing coursework, but argh. Coursework is killing me :( maybe I should continue it tomorrow? Don’t intend to sleep early tonight, wasted the whole of afternoon attempting to complete that freaking DM (failed to, obvious right!). I should do some more chemistry revision now, so that I don’t feel so guilty.

2008-06-06T16:25:00.000-07:00

I'm damn pissed now! argh!

2008-05-30T23:38:00.000-07:00

I think my email is really “lucky” because I’ve been receiving junk mails everyday (can’t remember since when). And it is all about me winning lottery/lucky draw/somebody donates money to me. LOL! This is madness. If all these were true, I would be filthy rich now! Hahaha! Because it is all at least a 6-digit figure, and all in pounds. LOL!

2008-05-27T01:42:00.000-07:00

Did homework with Charlotte and Annette at Hougang Mall, food court today. Haha! The music they play there is horrible, so freaking loud! Yuck! The air-con there is also super cold; they should just increase the temperature to save energy! (:

Around 7 plus, Annette went to wait for her father. While charlotte and I walked to hsh to watch u19 guys match. Nice nice! (: went home at around 8 plus (:

I’ve no mood to blog. So I just summarise everything.

There is execution tomorrow!

Its time to sleep. (:

2008-05-19T00:54:00.000-07:00

I LOVE CHARLOTTE TAN XUE TING! :D

~~Charlotte asked me to write this~~

2008-05-07T00:38:00.000-07:00

No school today and yesterday :D because I have no paper. Just read Haoyee’s blog, and I realised that we are the first batch to finish MYE. Hahaha! :D yay!
Annette told me that we will be getting back our papers starting from this Friday! Yay! I’m so excited (: haha. Can’t wait to get back our papers, ~~I don’t care if I were to do badly~~. Anyway, I screwed F&N paper on Monday. I didn’t really study for it, so, I’m prepared to fail.

I kind of miss/love exams

I like to sit in the hall and do paper with everyone(: esp. when I'm sitting right at the back!Haha!
I don't have to go to school when i don't have paper
I get to go home super early :D
I will study
There is no homework

But, exams do suck

Lack of sleep
I will have to study =/
It makes me feel sooo stress
I hate to hear " You have 5mins left"
My hand will be damn tired after that

Now, i miss school =/

I miss sitting in class
I miss my THREE TPs!
I miss recess with the clique

Argh! Life is so boring now; I have nothing to do at home! I am so bored that I play lame games like “Jane’s hotel” (if you are interested, go to shockwave.com, LOL!) but I kind of love my current life too, because I can sleep late at night and wake up at like 12pm (: yay!

Can’t wait to go to school and do the survey tomorrow, I miss the feeling of going to school. Most importantly, eating lunch with class tomorrow. YAY! (Almost the whole class is going (: )

*this is a rubbish post which shows how bored I am =/

2008-04-29T19:08:00.000-07:00

Emath paper today was quite okay, other than those careless mistakes made in paper2, which is worth of 3marks. So far I only realised these two careless mistakes. The asked us to find the median mark, and I stupidly went to find the median ~~candidate~~ -.-" I realised it only when Dionne said that her answer is 50, and I remembered write something like 292. SHEESH! =/ other than that, I think emath paper was quite alright. Passable I think?

Social studies was S C R E W E D ! ! ! My SBQ was total rubbish, and I’m not very confident of my SEQ. argh! And my baby finger is still pain. I think I exerted too much force when writing the two essays. Yuck!

I hope I won’t screw the geography paper tomorrow.

Back to study =/

2008-04-28T00:01:00.000-07:00

Taking a break, after studying for geog for 2hrs! (With breaks in between, Haha) wasn’t productive, because I only studied TRF and TMF (plus I wrote notes. You know, I write damn slowly) anyway, at least I did something during the past two hours, not productive is better than not doing anything! (: haha. (I’m just consoling myself (: )

Oh, and can you believe it! I enjoyed studying geog, like I really love the topic – vegetation. Hahaha. Damn weird, I never expected myself to fall in love with that topic. Like how I fell in love with amath during the March holidays. LOL!

YAY! I LOVE GEOG! ♥

Chinese paper tomorrow and I haven study the format for yyw. =/ I didn’t even do anything related to Chinese during the weekends. I think I’m damn screwed =/ I should go and do something about it now.

2008-04-23T22:36:00.000-07:00

~~MYE starts this Friday!~~=/

2008-04-23T01:34:00.000-07:00

I'm finally done! But not quality work, for the last part of decision making and planning. Whatever, I cannot take it anymore. I'm finally going to sleep! :D

2008-04-23T00:31:00.000-07:00

yawns. damn tired already! =/

2008-04-23T00:17:00.000-07:00

jiayou, half more!

2008-04-22T23:52:00.000-07:00

coursework is killing me! :((((((((((

2008-04-09T17:52:00.000-07:00

I ALSO WANT TO PLAY MY FINALS IN TOA PAYOH SPORTS HALL! :( four years in cedar volleyball team,I’ve only played in toa payoh sports hall for once. (When I was sec1, with seon’s batch)

My batch is the only batch w/o any achievements for nationals. Wth. The school actually considers volleyball as one of their niche area. And this is the result we produce? Not even top8 of nationals, when we are actually capable of achieving. This sucks!

Kolam Ayer Csc: U13 (2005) – champion

U16 (2007) – 4^th

Cedar: nationals 2^nd (cgirls’05, when I was sec1, with seon’s batch)

Top 8 (cgirls’06)

Top 16 (bgirls’07)

Top 16 (bgirls’08)

Why is it that when we represent KACSC, the result we produce is great (at least met our target). And when we represent Cedar, the result is s h i t! Zonal champion is not enough! (Considering the fact that south zone is kind of the weakest) I WANT, I WANT, I WANT NATIONALS TOP 4!! If only I can turn back time, back to the start of nationals. I’m sure this time round we can get into top8, or even top4. I miss competitions, I miss trainings, and I miss V O L L E Y B A L L! I want to do spiking now! I want to play match now!

Watched semi-finals yesterday, gosh! I was so angry/sad. I think ours is really wasted; we really should at least get into top8. (Blame the lousy lots we’ve got!)

I read many volleyballers blog before typing this post, which made me feel even sadder. Everyone is looking forward to 11^th April; everyone is saying something like toa payoh sports hall here I come etc. when is my turn to post that?!

Also, their last training is all either today or tomorrow, and all said that they will miss each other, miss training etc. mine? It ended long ago, and I’m missing training and all already. :(

I swear I will join volleyball again, in jc/poly.

All the best to SQS tomorrow, and SHS on Friday (:

2008-04-01T19:14:00.000-07:00

APRIL FOOL'S DAY! (:

At first we planned to prank MrsGay, MrsRW and MrsLim. In the end, we prank none. Eeks! Not fun at all :( my last year in Cedar, and I don’t get to prank any of the teachers. Sheesh! What a boring April’s fool. Nevertheless, DEAREST TAN LI JIE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥♥♥ LOVE YOU!

Something happened during amath lesson today, and MrsChia told MdmHazlinda about what happened. Hope 4P won’t get into trouble.

I dreaddd school, dreaddd napfa! The only thing I’m looking forward to is sports day! (:

MY BEST BLOCKER, TAN LI JIE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥♥♥

2008-03-31T20:13:00.000-07:00

CHAMPION!

Yay! 4P got champion for 10x80m (: WELL DONE ALL! LOVEEEE 4P! ♥♥♥

School was alright today, had two double periods (: and biology double period was kind of “free” period for us because they had SPA, so MrsGay said that we can do the worksheet in class (: *phew! Managed to complete emath homework and I’m left with one essay question now (biology worksheet).
I love F&N practical today (: I think my sponge cake is quite nice, in terms of the taste. Haha! (: the fried potato is quite nice too, just that the butter taste is too strong =/ cannot stand it! If I were to do it again, I will not add butter to it, don’t see the point of adding too. Haha.

Brother came back from Thailand yesterday (: though he didn’t manage to get me a backpack, but he got me four tees, one shorts, and a pouch ♥ yay! I’m super happy (: haha!

GISELLE IN THE PARK!
Giselle at the park on Friday was crappp! Was looking forward to it at first, because we treat it like a class outing, and we intend to eat supper together after that. Okay, this was what happened that night…

(We were climbing this long flight of stairs)

That I suddenly shouted: “oh shit! Hannah, I forgot to bring the tickets! I left it in the diary. How how how?!?!
And at first they all thought that I was lying =/ but Hannah believed me, because I really sound damn serious, and looked worried.
So, the person refused to let us in. so inflexible lah! Then the whole group, ¾ of the class, decided not to go in :( but in the end Caroline and clique still went in, because they were damn bored. Luckily they went in, if not I will feel damn guilty =/
Many things happened after that, I don’t wish to mention them here.

It was a bad night; everything was screwed, even our supper.
I WANT ANOTHER CLASS OUTING! (:

2008-03-30T22:40:00.000-07:00

I have a thousand and one things to blog about, but I don’t know where to start from. =/ okay, had MTP yesterday. Comments are all positive, teachers said that I’m improving (: almost cried when MrsRW was reading those comments, because I was kind of happy.

Principal’s speech was boring, because what she said to our parents was almost exactly what she told us last year. So, half of the time I was stoning/looking at the cars at the expressway. LOL!

Cried a lot when talking to MrsWoo, because I felt really pressurized =/ (not because of anything that MrsWoo said to me, because she didn't say anything to me!) my sec three result is like shit. With that kind of L1R5, how the hell am I going to get into a JC/poly? Really hope that I can get into a good JC. MrsWoo said that I’ve already won half of the battle, because I have a goal. Jiayou! (:

Okay, I will update about Giselle and others soon. I need to do coursework now! :(

2008-03-17T22:45:00.000-07:00

Today’s PE lesson made me realized that I haven train for a long long time =/ went home straight after school to quickly complete my emath homework, so that I have time to go to the gym today. So, including PE, I ran a total of 3.27km (: hasn’t felt so great perspiring ever since trng stopped :(

I think my blog is so super updated. I’m not quite used to it. LOL! I don’t usually update my blog so often, but nowadays I just feel like updating it. Don’t know why. Haha. Okay, I should continue with the English assignment.

2008-03-17T02:10:00.000-07:00

DONE!

Yes! I’m finally done with RnD. But my dev was rubbish; I didn’t even edit a single thing, because I don’t understand mrsfoong’s comment. And she didn’t explain that to me that day! I shall do a proper dev section the next time. Hopefully this is draft two. Okay, quite confirm this is. My work is too bad to be handed in as the actual O’lvl cw.

I hate to say this, but this is the fact. I’ve wasted my one week holiday. I planned a homework/study plan, thinking that it will help me to be more organized. But unfortunately, nope :( I have been doing last minute work/revision. Sucks! This is not the way! I should have learnt my lesson last year!

Its time to work, wake up and start working now before it’s too late.

~~playing, slacking, shopping etc~~

2008-03-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

I’ve not mood to continue coursework anymore=/ if only today is a Saturday. Or I have another week of hols. That would be great! (: I will immediately stop doing coursework and go do amath or slack. Oh! I think I didn’t mention. I’m addicted to amath. I LOVE AMATH! Hahaha. After completing revision 1 to 6 myself (with some blanks), I’m not addicted to amath. I think amath is so fun (: esp binomial, because I can do all the binomial questions. Yay!

Okay, its time I stop dreaming about having another week of hols or today should be a Saturday instead of a Sunday. Get back to reality and continue doing my coursework =/

Bye!

2008-03-16T19:03:00.000-07:00

Three hours plus sitting in front of my laptop, and I’m only at second page of my RnD =/ COURSEWORK SUCKS TTM! Yuck! Hate it. Whoever loves coursework is M A D! Coursework made so freaking tired and I don’t see the point of doing it. I shall take a break (:

I just remember something, I haven do English homework :(

2008-03-14T01:22:00.000-07:00

Okay, told mummy about what happened yesterday (I killed an insect accidentally). And she agrees with me that I should apologise to the insect. Holly, even mummy says I should! (:

I’m still considering whether to go ka tomorrow night, because I did not complete my homework today (according to schedule). And I will be out the whole day on Saturday. No time to complete already! Dieeee =/ plus the fact that we might not get the chance to play (not even at the emo hole), because they are having a competition. Okay, see how it goes tomorrow (:

Its time to chiong homework now =/

Random: I love my green toothbrush (:

2008-03-13T03:54:00.000-07:00

I’ve decided to blog before I sleep (: I’ve been slacking too much for the past few days. So, I have tons of homework waiting for me to complete now =/ at first I planned to complete them by wed (including editing of RnD). It’s already Thursday now, and I hardly completed any homework. Yuck!

Homework

Emath – standard deviation notes

Amath – revision 2 to 12

Mother tongue – ying yong wen

FnN – editing of RnD

Biology – copy notes from ppt, March hols assignment, and worksheet

Chemistry – remedial ws (anything else? I can’t rmb)

English – ? (What am I supposed to do after choosing a song?! )

Social studies – revision

Thursday – complete all (excluding ss revision)

Friday – revision, ka night trng

Saturday – edit RnD (night)

Sunday – revision

Jiayou! (: It’s a must for me to complete them by tomorrow. Oops! I mean later =/

I killed an insect just now. And I’m still feeling guilty ): I didn’t mean to kill it, but it is irritating/scaring the hell out of me. Everyone is asleep already, so I can’t ask for help to get rid of it. At first I only wanted to use a toilet paper and catch it, then throw it out of the window. But I’m just too scared to do it =/ so, instead of catching it. I used a toilet paper to cover it, and then put the bin on top. My intention was to prevent it from crawling out, but I accidentally squash it =/ and yes, I heard a piak sound. Damn gross! =/

Eeeks. I know it was stupid of me to put the bin on top, but I was too scared already=/ I hope this is the first, as well as the last time I’m doing it.

I apologised to the insect.

2008-02-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

At 0652am, I am officially done with RnD draft one. yay! :D finally! I've been sitting in front of the com since 10pm. okay, at least I am better than Caroline, and hers is from 11am to 5 am. haha.

Only slept for two hours for the whole day (I'm glad i took a nap in the evening (: ). now, its time for me to pack up and get ready to go to school. I've got to hand in before 8am. Well, I definitely won’t be able to reach school before 8am. I'll most probably leave house at 8am? And that’s the earliest. lol.

Crappp! There is match against dunman later, and I didn’t sleep. Gosh! Hopefully I can play well later, we can’t afford to lose another. I DON’T WANT TO WASTE OUR NEW PRETTY JERSEY! (That’s just one of the reasons) Jiayou! (:

Okay, its time to wash up and go to school. Byeee!

Jiayou frisko! See you in school later (:

2008-02-28T01:27:00.000-08:00

*yawns=/

I HATE COURSEWORK!

2008-02-13T22:42:00.000-08:00

decided to do amath homework in school tomorrow morning, because brought hannah's amath book2 home, and i stupidly think that i wont need a textbook. how smart(:

yesterday was like a volleyball day for me, kim, chantal.
afternoon - semi-finals, against fairfield. 2-0
evening - "friendly" against kim's friends
night - ka

was damn tired this morning, couldn't concentrate during lessons=/someone let me your biology notes and geography worksheet please...

okay, its time i study for fnn test tomorrow.

2008-01-14T00:26:00.000-08:00

yay! i passed a.math diagnostic! which means they wont force me to drop or sth, cause a.math is like one of the most impt subjects. yeah. at first i was quite scared to get my paper, cause mrschia said i failed. GOSH!

ordered our teambag at cine on thurs(: and we've got ten percent discount cause cheryl's friend is working there. great! haha. oh yah. we bought green! my favourite colour! yay! didnt manage to get a backpack as teambag, but we got a green teambag. equally cool right? (say YES!)
(:
zonals will be starting this tues. cant rmb who we are playing against, cause i have no fixture! >.< i'm so excited! cant wait for nationals to start, then i can see them!(: will be playing our games at CCAB. i like the court there. as compared to PCS's court. thought CCAB vball court is kind of slippery, but its okay(: it is definitely not as slippery as our school's court. in school, we are literally skating arnd =/ yuck!
we will have to leave class early on tues=/ hopefully we wont have to leave class early for wed/thurs match, cause i cant afford to.

just rmb that there is biology mock SPA tmr, i haven study for it. sheesh! thought it is open book, but mrsgay said it is better if we dont open our book. ohno. i dont have the time to study now=/ i have to wake up at 0550 ltr, just to get to school earlier to copy notes from charlotte. eeeks. this sucks!

schedule for this week:
mon - bio extra lesson, trng
tues - match
wed - match
thurs - match
fri - trng

gosh! my life just sucks!=/
actually not only mine, i just saw haoyee's latest post. hers is not any better than mine=/

2007-12-20T01:05:00.000-08:00

sister reformat my laptop during the weekends. so now everything is gone. for the songs, its still okay, because i have them in my phone. even if i dont, i can still download them again. but my pictures...=x
eeeks!
so, for now i only have those friendster photos, and those in camera. ( last day of school)
and i'm using windows live ~~plus!~~. so this is like super lousy. they dont even have orange font! gosh! i shall go download windows live plus! now. cant stand this lousy messenger anymore!

i dont want to go i'm gifted, so are you alrd! no mood. i think its a waste of time! eeks. regret signing up for it. just realised that charlotte didnt sign up for it. eeyer!

2007-12-06T01:37:00.000-08:00

List the top 5 Presents you wish for :
- get teambag asap
- my ankle to recover completely
- pass my diagnostic test
- hols to not end so fast (totally impossible =/ )
- diary of Kitou Aya ( one litre of tears)

Answer the following questions.

1. The person who tag you is:
joy

2. Your relationship with her is:
retarded friends(:

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
retarded, retarded, retarded, retarded, RETARDED! (:

4. Most memorable thing she has done for you:
messaging me when i need to talk

5. Most memorable words she had said to you:
cant rmb. i have STM!(:

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
commit suicide(: LOL!

7. If she becomes your lover, she will have to improve on:
...

8. If she becomes your energy, the reason will be:
we are equally retarded(:

9. Most desired thing you want to do for her:
get her her bday gift!

10. Your overall impression of her:
still retarded!(:

2007-11-25T19:21:00.000-08:00

i'm too lazy to re-write that part, so i've decided to just delete that whole part instead. hahaha. yay! i'm collecting my phone tmr(: chalet tmr.

haven buy my snacks for chalet. sheesh! maybe i will get them at east point, fairprice. lol.

2007-11-25T01:28:00.000-08:00

just realised some parts of my post for friday, 23.11.07 is gone. LOL! stupid blogger! i shall do it tmr(:

2007-11-25T01:06:00.000-08:00

REPLY TAGS:

junJUN: i know gg straight. gg together right? haha. okay! you dare? eh.. midnight also not many people, nvm one(:

aina: HAHA! i thought you say my games not fun! eh.. run will pain leh, i tried on sat alrd. haha. i will be collecting it on monday(:

2007-11-25T00:28:00.000-08:00

REPLY TAGS:

michelle: haha. yeah. at least i can walk properly now!:D yay! i'm looking forward to chalet too(: same. haha. nvm. instant noodles also not bad(:

joy: haha. cause too retarded alrd=/

junJUN: lol. not bad! like that sexy mah. haha. then can attract attention(: hmm.. at most you dont wear your track suit first? go lah! haha

haoyee: haha. okay! i realised this is the same as nett's sis. eeks. always same as people. lol. wah! how did you lose all!?!?

kim: damn irritating. eeks. we will prove to them!(:

2007-11-24T21:47:00.000-08:00

i'm freaking bored =/ eeks.

2007-11-23T22:38:00.000-08:00

just went to redsports to look at the votings for BIG FOUR VOLLEYBALL SCHOOLS IN 2008. seems like people thinks that we were lucky. eeks. whatever man. so what if we were lucky to get into group Y. if we dont have the skills, we also wont get into semi. i'm not denying that we were lucky, but pls.. dont think that its just pure luck. we do have the skills. it was seventy percent skills, thirty percent luck. i think. i am aware that if we were in group X we would a hard time squeezing into top four, because we would meet strong opponents like phs and ngee ann.yes, maybe if we were in group X we wont get into top4, but do not just look at our achievement, look at the way we play. if you really think that we dont deserve to be in top four for u16, it was pure lucky that we got in, keep that comment to yourself pls.

i want to go school to take pictures. can we still go? if yes, anybody is interested? go with me pls(:

I LOVE MY CAT, FRISKO!(:

2007-11-23T01:36:00.000-08:00

REPLY TAGS:

SOPHIA: hey, thanks. recovering alrd(:

EUNICE: hey, yeah. its much better now, i can almost walk properly. okay. i will relink you(: thanks. see you soon.

JUNJUN: haha. i know. you brandy. bring your luggage and watch midnight movie with us! lol. you will know on that day(:

2007-11-23T01:30:00.000-08:00

i love to discuss stuff with cheryl and jw. haha. crys too. damn funny. hahhaa. they make me feel so paiseh. like so thick-skinned=/ but its funny. so i still like(: our conversation now is so interesting, cause i added bernard.

sheesh! i am so so so awake now, dont feel like sleeping. but i have to wake up early tmr, meeting frisko at simei. aiyerrr... shall force myself to sleep soon. if not i will be late tmr >.<

2007-11-22T01:26:00.000-08:00

i'm so excited now. i tried running a lil just now. haha. yes! i can run now. lol. should be able to go for trng soon, but still, i wont be able to spike. cant jump =/
aina, takkaires! faster recover. by this sun you must be able to walk properly. cause monday chalet alrd!(:

yay! i'm looking forward to chalet on monday. haha. i want to plan with cheryl jw and crys. lol. yay! so fun. i want to go airport and send sayang! someone pls go with me, tues morning(:

managed to sort out all the holiday assignments just now. so now i realised that i have tons of hwk to complete=/ so far i only completed like one-quarter of fnn >.<
fat clique, lets do hwk together soon. pls!!

will be skipping the fat clique outing next week, cause there is chalet. yeah. they will be watching stardust. escape/sakae outing, i will go! promise(:

i think i'm good at finding people's friendster. haha. helped cheryl to find _____. which is super easy.(i have my own means(: ) then jw's one. cheryl told me jw cant find hers. i was so so so bored, decided to help her find(: managed to do it within half an hour! *claps!* i could do it in a shorter time, but i chose the wrong profile to start from. this person has like four hundred plus friends. i should start from the one with two hundred plus >.<

2007-11-21T00:27:00.000-08:00

ahh..!!! my leg is irritating me. damn itchy=/ feel like chopping it off!! argh!

i decided to reply the tags, cause i really have nothing to do now, plus i dont feel like doing those hols assignments >.<

REPLY TAGS:

DAUGHTER: yes, same here ya. i will still be there to wake you up. we will still study together at night k? i want late night revisions! lets all start soon(: loves.

ANNETTE: haha. okay. i think my blog is quite updated now. dont you think so!?!? eh.. go out soon lah!

JIANGLING: aiyerrr... i dont want u16 to end=/

JOY: love you too retard! still owe you your present! =/

ALVINA: haha. she thick-skinned mah. thats why(:

ISABEL: congrats! win us again! we will beat you next year. haha.

MATILDA: thanks. getting better alrd(: jiayou for u13. CHAMPS!

HAOYEE: its okay(: miss you luh! i have like many many many things to tell you, can write a book alrd! haha. meet up soon pls!!(: loves

CHANTAL: lol. when i was doing the qns, who was the last person that called you, then i accidentally called you. i'm wearing hse tee now. HAHA!

AINA: your phone then irritating! haha. my phone siao alrd, the games suddenly all disappear. will bring to repair soon. yay! we limp together. lol. hop very tiring one. eh.. you takkaires! i will recover first(:

2007-11-19T23:33:00.000-08:00

i'm kind of sick of that blogskin alrd, so i got it changed(: i think i've improved, i took merely fifteen minutes to change the whole thing. *claps* haha.

stayed at home the whole day today. boring=/ i cant go out, and i'm not supposed to also. argh! wanted to complete at least a piece of hwk today, but failed to do so. spent my time sleeping(almost whole afternoon). lol. i shall complete some tmr. i will. promise(:

trng in school tmr, 1pm. not sure if i'll be gg, jl said i can stay at home and rest, but feel like gg! wonder if daddy will allow me to go too >.< if daddy is free tmr, he will bring me for another treatment. yeah. supposed to go tmr or wed.

THANKS FOR ALL YOUR CARE AND CONCERN(:

i'm getting better alrd(:

2007-11-19T13:44:00.000-08:00

ahh..!!! my leg is super itchy now, but there is nothing i can do to it=/ friend said that means its healing(: YAY! but i really hate this feeling. sucks man. have to go back for another treatment on tue=/ and the medicine given to me is... EEYER! it look like shit water >.< luckily tmr will be the last day i'm drinking that(: phew!

i'm super bored now. saw this on joy's blog, so i decided to do too. haha

1. who do you miss most?
i'm missing three people now. but i miss zy the most

2. who did you just hug?
hmm..

3. if one of your wishes came true, what will it be?
heal my leg

4. what is your favourite subject?
maths.

5. what are you doing now?
this?

6. what are you thinking of now?
when will zy come online, when will reiner msg me.

7. who do you want to hug now?
myself(:

8. what time did you sleep yesterday?
two plus? cant rmb!

9. have you fainted before?
no. i'm strong(:

10. what colour are your slippers?
orange, yellow, black, multi-colour, brown, black, beige, slivery

11. what do you want to see now?
zy online.

12. what will happen next?
wash my face

13. and then?
go to sleep

14. do u have an admirer?
dont know.

15. how long is your thumb?
ask my ruler(:

16. what colour shirt are you wearing now?
PINK OAC TEE!(:

17. what's on your table now?
eh.. the table is not mine(: haha.
my phone, laptop, bottles, magazine, newspaper, bread, plus a lot of my sis stuffs(:

18. what did you dream of last night?
YOU! lol. dont know!

19. what colour is your bedsheet?
YELLOW!

20. did you see a lion before?
duh!

another series of questions..

1. is your hair up?
no

2. is your phone right beside you?
yes.

3. do you wish you were somewhere else?
no

4. are you wearing make up?
yes, to sleep. LOL! crazy.

5. do you have plans for tonight?
crazy, what you want me to do in the middle of the night!

6. are you tired?
no.

7. who's the last person you IMed?
WHAT!?!?

8. who's the last person that called you?
chantal

LAST WEEK.

1. had any plans last week?
yes

2. who did you see most last week?
teammates(:

3. was last week interesting?
yes

tell me tell me.

1. first thing you did this morning.
breathe

2. last thing you ate?
ham, to get rid of the medicine taste in my mouth!(:

3. what's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
nothing.

4. what's annoying you right now?
my damn leg

5. what's the last movie you saw?
cant rmb. i totally have no life(:

6. do you believe in long distance relationships?
yes.

7. what's the last place you went?
hougang mall

8. who's the last person you called?
chantal, i accidentally clicked the call button. lol

9. been cheated on?
yes.

10. do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
yes, HAHA!

11. love, beauty, creativity. choose one.
love.

12. do you wish on stars?
no!

13. do you untie your shoes everytime you take them off?
no. i kick and it came off(:

14. when did you last cry?
yesterday. my leg hurts lah.

15. do you like your handwriting?
no.

16. are you a friendly person?
OFCOURSE!:D

17. what were you doing at 9pm last night?
walking out of the room, just got my leg bandaged

18. who's the last person you talked to?
my sister

2007-11-18T01:26:00.000-08:00

we lost to ngee ann today. 2-1. its okay everyone, we did well(overall). we tried our best. at least we won the first set right? rmb, we used to lose to them 2-0. but there is improvement now. so next time nationals, we will win them!(:
jiayou for tmr. against jurong again. we shall win them 2-0 this time! jiayou!:D

i'm so sorry>.<

2007-11-11T23:53:00.000-08:00

friday
had match against phs second team today. we won 2-0(: next match will be on monday, against unity. jiayou!
i hope that we can win jurong, and get into semi.

rushed back to sch for trng after that. super tired >.< was quite stoned during trng.
went home for lunch, showered. then went to town to look for mummy, daddy to get my phone(: i'm in love with my phone. hahaha. yay! i LOVE my phone(: i promise not to throw my phone. i will take good care of this phone. will be getting a nice pouch for it(: i'm still finding.

saturday
realised that there is some problems with my phone. like, there is no games inside, the applications, walkman are not functioning >.<
rushed down to ps in the afternoon to get my phone changed.

2007-11-08T23:16:00.000-08:00

JOYFOOYINGYING, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!(:

STUPID GONG GONG DUMB DUMB SPASTIC = LOVES!<3

2007-10-31T23:16:00.000-07:00

yay! o'lvl chinese is finally over. paper was quite hard, i think. didnt expect myself to choose sihan, i think gonghan is difficult. for once i felt so. haha. i think paper two was quite okay. hope i can achieve my A1(:

we won ytd(:

2007-10-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

today is like the worse day of my life. cried hell lot >.<

inconsolable

Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in most everthing I see
Not a cloud in the sky got the sun in my eyes
and I won't be surprised if it's a dream
Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for meand the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
and the only explanation I can findIs the love that I've found
Every since you've been around your love
Put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's tellin' me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me
There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
that tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

no matter how far apart we are, our hearts are always together. iloveyou.

2007-10-24T23:46:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling shit

~~fuck~~

2007-10-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

why is it that things always didnt turn out the way we want?

i HATE this outcome. i dont want >.< i miss the late night revisions

i cant go on anymore, i'm crying =/

i know that both of you wont be reading this, but still...
to my mrbean mother and daughter (you know who you are),
i will always be there for you.
you will forever be loved by me<3
takkaires.

2007-10-22T19:29:00.000-07:00

finally i'm updating. haha. changed my blogskin because _____________. i think this skin is simple and nice(:
trng was quite okay today. didnt play as well as last friday=/ i must get my spiking back before u16 starts!(:

i'm looking forward to tmr(:

i dont feel like blogging alrd >.<

2007-10-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

i've no mood to blog >.<

2007-10-13T03:25:00.000-07:00

life sucks!

2007-10-11T00:15:00.000-07:00

its 12.12am now = THURSDAY!

i'm gonna get back my papers ltr. english and hcl? dreaddd=/

school = ~~sleeping at 5am, waking up at 3pm~~!

shall update tmr. goodnight!(:

2007-10-10T00:51:00.000-07:00

oh man! i'm so so so wrong! i'm having muscle aches today =/ yuck! wonder how they trained at kacsc today >.<

had a date with mummy and sister today, planned last week! haha. so i have to skip trng at kacsc today. anyway, its too last minute. if not i will go

hate walking stairs now. both up and down=/ =/ i walk so slowly like an old granny! i dont wanna be linxin! hahaha. i'm young and fit!(: sitting down is another problem. cause my butt hurts as well. argh! hate this. i'm gg apply muscle cream before i sleep ltr. hopefully it will get better tmr, cause there is trng. and i'm looking forward to it. haha. i wanna play well! yay!

trng will be at 8am = ~~breakfast at macs~~

just completed the flyer for best practice day. gosh! i'm really a computer idiot. i suck at using microsoft. seriously. i spent like half an hour doing a simple flyer. i'm sure most ppl can finish it within fifteen minutes! >.< i'm gg to print my flyer tmr and bring it to school to discuss with melissa, deborah and cherise. we will choose the best out of the best. haha.

looking forward to lunch at sakae with half of the FAT CLIQUE tmr. hopefully charlotte can go(: YOU BETTER APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME AT KOVAN TMR!

i miss/currently thinking of : joy, fat clique and 4 other ppl(secret)
=D

2007-10-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

i'm bored! >.<

2007-10-08T21:02:00.000-07:00

okay. finally, i got the mood to update my blog(:
first trng after EYE. sucks! i cant seem to do anth well, spiking, receiving =/ everything was bad except for my service. haha. it is the only thing that is still within my control(: by last one hour, i think my spiking timing improved. lol. as compared to beginning of trng. at least i can spike!
ohyah! the warm-up jl asked us to do almost killed me! so so SO tiring. my thighs were aching after we completed the whole warm-up . okay. just jl said that we should spend like ten to fifteen minutes per day. think abt our friends. i did! and i always spend more than that! i'm always thinking of my friends. i mean, only a few. I MISS THEM!(: i mean it k! just that i didnt say it out. not to say tell them. i'm currently missing FOUR people. no wait. is FIVE(: i wanna talk/see them soon soon soon! but i guess i'll only see ONE. how pathetic=/

abt last friday, i'm sorry friends. i didnt mean to just left like that. i suddenly felt like having some peace, wanted to be alone. i guess i still haven recover from exam stress. suddenly, i'm not in the mood for anything, everything. i dont even feel like laughing=/ nowdays i got distracted very easily, and i talk rubbish! two weird things happened, and i bang into three things within two hours!

2007-10-07T22:15:00.000-07:00

i've no mood to blog
i'll do it tmr(:

2007-09-28T23:49:00.000-07:00

gosh! i think i'm damn screwed=/ i'm totally not prepared for any of the test next week. i'm so deaddd!

i think i screwed my english compo. it was quite quite shit
i didnt write qns no. for my chinese paper one. 1 or 2 marks gone just like that ( joey, i can go eat shit alrd >.< )
i couldnt finish my chinese summary. i still have two more words to write. freaking two words!=/
ss was difficult for me. sbq sucks!

the only paper i think is quite okay so far is e.math. some of the qns i really really dont know how to do. afterall, i think i can pass e.math.

i regret spending too much time on my featured article for english paper. i was left with like forty-five mins to complete my compo. screwed. i was so nervous that i cant think of anth. brain wasnt function well at the point of time. sucks=/ i keep repeating the same thing, and the language is like errrr... >.<

and the chinese paper. i was aware that i didnt write my qns no. , but i didnt know that they will minus marks, and the teachers were alrd counting the scrips. i doubt they will dig out my paper for me to write qns no. too. paper 2. i didnt take note of the time. left with only five mins to do copy everything into the ans sheet (summary), and do some corrections to it. i took like one min to count my word count. cause the the no. of words in my ans sheet and qns paper dont tally! wanted to continue writing when mrsgay said pens down, but i'm the second person for 3P. and mskoh is standing right behind me, looking at me. she took my paper away even before i write my word count >.< (i ask her to return it back to me. she made me so nervous until i cant count!)

ss. the moment i look at the seq, i was like OH SHIT! i dont even understand the qns. damn it. but was quite confident for 2b. yeah. sbq was shit. dont know how to do. argh! now i need to do well in geog to pull up my ss. so jiayou for geog!(: tmr will be geog today. i'm gonna muggg whole day tmr. make sure i finish geog. yeah. plus half of chem. i'm gonna start later!

okay. i swear i'm not gg to touch the laptop for saturday and sunday. cause i will be mugging! my next post should be after exams(:

EATING/FAT CLIQUE = LOVES!<3

2007-09-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

(cheers)
managed to survive another chem of abt two hrs!(: looking for mskoh in small groups, and ask her to teach us chem is so productive<3 i'm now one step closer to my pass! yay!
ms koh said that next year she wont be in cedar anymore=/ that means next year i'm gonna suffer. i have to pay full attention in class, because i do not get help from mskoh anymore!=/
tmr will be another chemistry day. we will have two periods of chemistry(not consecutive). mskoh will come in during english lesson. and she wants us to stay back after sch for more chem!
nvm. for the sake of my eoy chem. i perserve. anyway, i enjoy mskoh's chem lesson! hahaha. she is so nice(:

TAGS:

MATILDA : smiles!:D

ANON : thanks(: i've updated. and i'm posting very often! haha.

JOY : hmm.. not really. LOL! love you!:D

CHARLOTTE : *tickles on your chin. *tickles behind your neck(: haha. nincompoop!

ANNETTE : LOL! who ask you to read while eating. btw, i alrd told you, THERE IS NO BLOOD!

HAOYEE : yeah. changed skin. haha. kind of sick of that >.< yay EATING CLIQUE! takkaires!

2007-09-23T19:26:00.000-07:00

oh man! whats the problem with friendster!?!? why cant i upload photos! argh!!! its pissing me off.
i shall upload them some other day.

anyway, sister told me that there is another family photo!(taken that day) haha. i most prob missed it out. bleah!XD
cant find the camera now! i shall post the photo here another day =D

i've wasted today. i baredly studied=/ i still have fnn essay to complete ltr >.< i must complete one chapter of ss and another chapter of e.math today!
i am not too ambitious right? =D

ahh..!! the song i find cant be saved. damn it!=/

2007-09-22T21:47:00.000-07:00

*tags will be replied soon. i promise(:

2007-09-22T21:44:00.000-07:00

dont you think this song is cute? addam family!(: i love to watch it when i was young. haha. i rmb channel used to show on every _____ 7pm. _____ = some particular day which i really cannot recall.

i know this song is like so no link to my blog. haha. but i just love it(: maybe i will change the song soon. yeah. i'm too tired to do it now.

2007-09-22T21:41:00.000-07:00

just changed my blogskin(: haha. got quite sick of the previous skin >.<
i will most prob modify another skin, or change back to the previous skin when i feel like it. yeah. hmm.. modifying will be done only AFTER EOY.(:

took english paper ytd. hmm.. i think featured article was quite okay. stupid me, spent about one hour doing the featured article (including brainstorming for section 1) yeah. my compo was quite screwed. i think. i should have written qns 5 =/ sucks man. hope i will pass my compo. all the best(:
summary and compre wasnt any better. the summary was hard. i'm able to find the points, but there are many words in the passage which i dont understand. its hard for me to rephrase=/ i'm afraid i would distort the meaning =/

ahh...!!! whatever it is. i have to focus on my other papers. jiayou for chinese paper this coming thursday. teachers said that the paper is easy. the set the paper easier and easier every year >.< (random) crap! suddenly my finger hurts. i cant even bend it=/ studied at changi airport today. quite productive. i completed shs e.math paper 1. and one chapter of e.math. yeah. it sounds quite lil right? haha. the thing is that we only studied for about three hours. yeah. so i think this is consider quite a lot alrd. haha. had mcdonalds. i finally know how to spell mcdonalds. LOL! joey treat me lunch today. so nice! haha(: THANKYOU SOKTHENG! =D for snacks we had mcflurry. i was freezing while eating mcflurry today. (i was wearing jacket) had goose bumps on my legs =/ i dont understand how people who were tank-top/fbt etc, there can take it. one jacket wasnt even enough for me! hahaha. guess i'm not hairy enough (lijie's theory. shh...! secret)

we wrote for each other. haha. we wrote it on the mcdonalds serviette(: i will get a photo of the one i wrote for soktheng(:

ohyah. went for prize giving at chij tpy ytd. B O R I N G! crys, lijie and i were super cold(again. lol) we talked, and laughed a lot. we even have secrets now. haha. i promised i wont say(: we hooked pinkie k!(: (reminds me of primary sch >.<) played passing game with zuo quan and ziao(cat.high players) haha. can you infer? (how bored we were) okay. after that crys and i decided to do some work. so i did a few qns of maths and then end of ceremony -_-" was stucked at the first maths qns for quite some time. asked ziao they all how to do. they dont know how to do too. so.. yeah. he saw the qns, and he was like, this one must call guanhao alrd. LOL! went straight home after that. cause i have to go home and prepare. have to attend uncle's wedding at night, yeah. shall post one picture of our whole family(:

not very nice though. yeah. but this is the only family photo i have =/ still have some other photos, but all werent well taken. okay. is my problem actually. cant seem to smile properly ytd. the photos are ugly >.<

2007-09-19T00:55:00.000-07:00

got my haircut today(: went to mystic with linxin charlotte and sokteng. haha. sokteng and charlotte went to accompany me. nice friends i have! (i mean it)
=D

sheesh! i just rmb i haven reply charlotte and joey's postcard. haha. i'm supposed to pass it to them tmr >.< this is how we communicate. haha. quite surprised that both of them wrote to me. cause i just randomly took two postcards and ask them to write to me. lol. btw, the postcard is black. should i just use liquid to write? =D
k. guessed i'll write ltr. anyway it takes less than five mins. so.. yeah.

i realised sth. these few days i get pissed easily=/ thats because ______ and ________ is making me irritated. people who are close to me should be able to fill in the two blanks. yeah. i guess i've reached my limit. i really cannot take it anymore. thats why i acted this way. (banging the table, screaming SHUDDUP!) i was really irritated. i shouted shuddup and they continued screaming like no one's business. you know how it feels when you are on the phone, esp when the caller is so soft, people arnd you are all screaming and shouting. this sucks=/ why cant they just shut up for a few moments? maybe its my fault? cause i should have just get out of the class and continue my conversation? k. they are just too noisy. even if i'm outside the class, it is still useless.

ahh..!!! i just have to be more patient. ~~sheesh!~~
i will try to.. (: (forcing myself to)

(random)
watched abt fifteen minutes of one litre of tears today. i simply forgot that today is a tuesday. stupid me=/ i watched for merely fifteen minutes. yet tears flow down non-stop >.< this is the second time i'm watching this episode. i was telling myself, "okay. aya's sister(i suddenly forgot her name) will be wearing the higaka(sth like that, cant rmb too=/ i suck i know) school uni out. dont cry" .... but, i still cant control myself. the moment she stepped out, i cry like hell. i was so touched by what she did. i was smiling and crying at the same time ='(

*i still have a lot more to say. but i'm too tired now. i'll continue some other day. probably tmr..

2007-09-18T00:33:00.000-07:00

okay. finally i'm blogging(:
not really in the mood. so i shall just put it in point form(:

saturday
met sokteng at simei mrt at arnd eleven plus. late as usual >.<
went to east point ntuc to get out ingredients.(lunch - spaghetti)
ate breakfast at sokteng's hse. cheese porkfloss bread(:
watched aladdin like i nv watch before. haha
studied ss.
went to fetch charlotte.
cooked our lunch.
cut my finger while opening the can.
charlotte cut herself while slicing the cheese
sokteng prepare fish fillet/nuggets for us.
i cooked for that two lil kids.
yum yum(:
watched my brothers. abt half an hour.
continue studying (abt four alrd)
sokteng did her tution hwk, then she left.
leaving me and charlotte in her room.
btw, is sokteng's house!
charlotte and i studied till abt five.
went to east point to get a drink. walked arnd.
charlotte send me to mrt. then she went to taxi stand to wait for her dad.
-end of the day-

sunday
basically, all i can rmb is sleeping! >.<

monday
surprisingly, i cant rmb what happened today. yeah.

gonna cut my hair tmr(: will post a picture of my new hairstyle if possible.
k. i'm gonna listen to muttons at midnight while studying biology.
*i will try to blog more often(:

2007-09-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

oh no! eight hours ltr, i'll be in the chem lab. doing my chem spa!=/
ahh...!!! i scared. i wanna get FULL marks for chem spa.

*spongebob campfire song is making me high(:

2007-09-03T00:41:00.000-07:00

i dreaddd trng=/
i know nothing good will happpen.

2007-08-31T01:44:00.000-07:00

okay. i must blog this. i cant stand it! you spoilt my day. sucker!

you are just a stranger whom i dont even know. your name, your looks. you should be glad that i replied your instant msg. what rights do you have to scold me when we dont even know each other?! okay... you know my name, who am i. but you to me, is a total stranger.

i was in a good mood today. zi high-ed in school during fnn. finally a great day, without sadness. so whose the great one who spoilt my day? YOU! wth. the moment i sign in msn. there was a prompt, saying that i received a msg when i was online. excuse me you are the first one in the world to scold me F WORD! damn it. imagine, the moment you sign in, you saw a msg which says: idiot. f____ you.
the moment i saw the msg i was like, asshole.

ridiculous! the reason why you scold me is because i didnt msg you. please, i didnt msg you because i dont wanna let you have my no.! asshole.

2007-08-29T00:22:00.000-07:00

:(

failed bio by freaking two marks. i have no one to blame, but myself. i know i will fail biology. should i be glad that i got double digits? hurhur. i can only comfort myself by saying that i'm capable of achieving better results, just that i didnt put in enough effort.
its true that i didnt put in much effort. we had national day hols to study, but what was i doing? slacking, wasting my precious time at home. i studied only the day before the test. what is this?!
='(
i regret not making full use of national day hols. my life is just full of regrets=/
i hate myself

all i can do now is muggg. get good grades for EYE. pull up my overall results. i cant afford to retain. i cant!

i shall go do somemore maths now. its like 1221am now, and there is school later=/
i'm such a loser.

2007-08-27T00:58:00.000-07:00

why am i always the one?

2007-08-24T23:27:00.000-07:00

i see the difference between us...

2007-08-23T22:23:00.000-07:00

had coursework B execution today. think i did it pretty well, at least it looked like a pandan cake. haha. however, there is no pandan taste, cause i was too lazy to squeeze more pandan juice=/ super tiring k!
*mschua likes my cake(:

after execution, a few of us stayed back and talk to mschua. bonding session! lol. i LOVE the talk we had today<3 oh yes! while collecting ingredients today(plain flour). i was so stress, i asked a qns and nobody ans=/ so i was like can someone pls ans me, i'm crying soon=/ i think i'm getting weaker, i'm like crying over the slightest thing. damn it. i have to train myself, i cannot be such a weakly...

its dead,again

2007-08-22T21:25:00.000-07:00

i realised i've been crying for the past few days, including today=/

moday - i teared after chinese, cause i was very stress. i'm still far from my a1 for o'lvl chinese. i really must work on my close passage and compre mcq. i must do well for chinese, cant afford to get b3! i must must must get a1..

tuesday - i cried during reading. cause of some problem, i dont wanna elaborate. but yeah, i cried cause i felt a lil angry, felt unfair for aishah.

today - cried during SEL when we were watching i not stupid. was touched by what the father did. okay.. after that was maths. we got back our paper. well, at least this time is tears of joy. though i didnt pass with very good marks. at least, it is still a pass. there is improvement. i will keep it up. strive for better grades!:D

had chemistry remedial. it was enlightening. i felt there my chemistry is not hopeless. with the help of mskoh, plus my effort, i guess a c5 for eoy should be okay. i'm looking forward to friday's remedial(:

went for trng after that. i think spiking is difficult. i cant get the timing, and my hand is like TOO straight!=/ damn it. i believe i can do it, because i did it before. all i need is time, but i dont have much time left. i need to studyyy, i have to studyyy.

my study plan today/tmr:

complete indices
do some trigo revision (if not i cannot catch up)

i still have english hwk to do=/ hope i can complete these two(:

2007-08-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

okay. i just saw sth. and i was thinking in my heart... WTH? omg! i cant believe it.

shall just pretend i saw nothing.

today wasnt a very good day. firstly, my eye hurts like hell during bio prac. i dont know what happen to my contacts, my eye just hurts and it was RED. i ran back to class to get my contacts out. well, that means during bio lesson in class, i was literally B L I N D. i couldnt see anything on the board, plus i have diffculty looking at annette's book too=/

annette, thanks for letting me your bio notes(:

after recess was horrible. mrkhoo told us that our msg for the recent amaths test is 8.0+ which means the average result for our clas is an E8. we only have four passes, and all four scored below twenty, equals to borderline pass. wth.
why are we doing so badly?
before maths lesson today, i was still quite confident of getting at least a pass. i hope mrkhoo will return us our test paper tmr, and hopefully i am one of the four who passed. no matter what, i'm sure i will cry.
fail - too sad, thats why i cry
pass - too happy till i cry

argh!

k. chinese after that wasnt any better. wulaoshi return us the mock papers we did last week. i'm still far from my a1=/ i really have to buck up. i dont wanna drop higher chinese next year! i must score at least an A2.
for the next mock paper, i must score above fifty. well, that means maris paper.

fnn was even worse. after mother tongue lesson, i wasnt in the mood to do anything anymore. cause i was so sad. my chinese sucks!=/ mrs woo told us, every year, WITHOUT FAIL, they have people that retains. i definitely dont want that to happen to me.

NO!

but my results this year are like S H I T! i really dont have much time left. 3weeks to first paper. damn it!

the only happy thing today is the match we watched. THAILAND WON!(: 3-0 thailand no.2 is damn cute. his actions, his expressions, everything! oh my! C U T E! haha. all the players there(thailand/korea), are my idol. they are damn good, like ping-pong. oh my! i was so high during the first match. cause the score was damn close. korea no.1 star player. his spiking is like WOAH!(: okay.. practically all their spiking to me is WOAH! damn good. ahh..!! going crazy again. haha. i regret not gg to rp to watch the matches k!=/
i think thailand's blocking is good, korea's defence is good. their spiking is equally good. lol. okay.. that makes the match exciting(:
ahh...!!! i cant stop thinking abt them. lol. i'm gg crazy over them! i wanna watch them play again again and again!

i doubt i have another chance=/

okay.. i have to calm myself down and get on with me revision=/

2007-08-20T00:15:00.000-07:00

gosh! i miss three people a lot. i'm missing them now! why are they? i wanna talk to them, but i dont know when will that be. end of year? hmm..

i shouldnt have read charlotte's blog. she makes me emo=/

and so, now i have a qns.

what am i to you?

damn it.

2007-08-19T23:00:00.000-07:00

REPLY TAGS:

ANNONYMOUS: thanks. i really have no idea who you are. sorry=/ can you just tell me who you are?

HAOYEE: no i dont. haha. yes. i'm smiling(: yeah. stupid luhh! december! i cant wait to watch kinship2! gosh! they stopped at the most exciting part, and leave me in suspense. i hate this kind of feeling!=/ loveya!

ATHIRAH!: hey. i miss you too!(: gonna cya tmr. hahaha. oh gosh! i hate/scared cockroach can! hahaha. yay! 3P!<3

THE NOBODY: thanks. who are you?(:

JOY: yay! retarded was here. haha! you cheer up k? we must go study at subway soon!(: loveya! *HUMAN BEINGS CAN BE COMPRESSED!:D

MAVIS: hello! yes, haven see your name here for a long long time. haha. okay! one day one tag(: i try. haha. loves.

MELANIE: hey GRANDaunt! haha. loveyou too(: i want those spastic photos!

SHERILYN: yes! haha. whats your blog?

CHARLOTTE: stupid stupid stupid charlotte!!!! HELLO!(: lol. dont get so stressed up, relax! loves.

JASPER: okay. you're missed too.

2007-08-19T19:11:00.000-07:00

i've been quite happy for the past few days. yeah. trng was quite alright, though i know that i'm deteriorating=/ well, at least i enjoyed trng. like finally, i'm enjoying trng again(: i have to improve my skills, i cant drop anymore, i cant afford to, neither can i just stay, and remain. i lost my spiking feel and everything, i cant even receive now=/ my mind is like S L O W! i'm like a retard playing vball=/

i have to hit my 75percent. i know i can and i will. jiayou(:

glad that these few days i wasnt thinking too much. guess i dont have the time to. i've been studying for biology and doing revision for amaths. sad to say, i screwed my biology. again, i'm gonna disappoint myself and mrsgay=/ all i hope is that i dont fail badly. for amaths, i'm quite confident to get at least a pass. if i were to fail amaths, i will just cry in class. i'm serious..=/

i've conclude that studying is the best remedy. not only can i improve my grades, i can also keep my mind occupied. thats the only way to stop myself from thinking all those unhappy stuffs. ahh...!! sheesh! i must stop here, if not i will start thinking again.

charlotte, joey, haoyee, thanks for making feel loved(:
(random)

i'm looking forward to tmr(: cause we will be gg to tpy sports hall to watch finals(asian schools volleyball boys championship)

k. i dont feel like blogging anymore. not in the mood.

*i will reply the tags soon. most prob later!(:

2007-08-10T23:19:00.000-07:00

REPLY TAGS:

CHANTAL: yeah. i was quite angry with some of the comments=/

IRDAYU: yeah. we will heck what the teachers said abt us. lets prove them wrong together(: i love you sexxayye!:D *hello irdayu

KHAIRIAH: yes! and i miss playing solitaire showdown with you! is your com alright alrd? yes. and i cried hell lot, when watching one litre of tears='( loveya!

ANONYMOUS: erm.. yeah. you are?

MATILDA: HELLO! tag more often k? HAHA!:D

CHARLOTTE: (: thanks! i wanna talk to you two on monday k?<3

HAOYEE: yeah. i will(: love you too!:D

LYNETTE: hey sexy legs! i miss you too. in fact all of you are missed!<3

ANNETTE: tootsy! okay! but i cant eat the beefballs=/ you ask me to laugh now, and i really laugh to myself in front of the com like an idiot. all your fault! love you partner(:

2007-08-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

supposed to meet them at queensway today. was abt to board 100 when melanie called and said that they are on the way to cityhall. linxin and i decided to go home. no mood. i went home to watch my one litre of tears while linxin went home to sleep(:
didnt shed a single tear this time. finally! haha. cried hell lot on wednesday. cause i went to watch one litre of tears when i'm alrd very sad. dumb dumb.
my plan for later

study biology
pack my table

so i'm gonna do just two stuffs ltr. i'm gonna study bio. i know my chem is almost hopeless alrd. so, i can only work on my biology(: i still have amaths. anybody gg to study? or rather. teach me amaths. i dont wanna flunk maths again...

*love me or hate me? pls tell me...

2007-08-09T15:53:00.000-07:00

it is stupid to watch one litre of tears when you are alrd sad.
okay.. that was what i did yesterday night. i watched one litre of tears dvd brother borrowed for me.
i couldnt stop crying.
damn it.

*thanks for letting me know who is more important. your actions gave me the answer.

2007-08-09T15:49:00.000-07:00

linxin, lijie, aina, adeline, melaine<3

i had a great day yesterday. at kfc/tauhuay shop. i love you people!

2007-08-08T20:34:00.000-07:00

maybe i should just resign(:

2007-08-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

well, school didnt start off well today. was late for 30SECS! since i'm alrd late for school, i shouldnt have rush, i should take my own sweet time and stroll to school(:

hmm... okay.. but after that i got quite excited, as this is the first time i'm getting a late slip. LOL!

i'm proud of myself today, because i understand maths and chem(: at least i learnt sth in school today. this makes me more interested in learning, and i'm looking forward to school. unfortunately, there is no lessons tmr:(
i think i'm more hardworking now. thats a good thing(: i make sure i learn sth in school. I DONT GO TO SCHOOL JUST TO WASTE TIME! if i wanna waste time, i jolly well stay at home and sleep!

argh! why i am like this?!?! i gets emo whenever i'm alone:( i'm afraid of loneliness, who knows? sad to say. nobody:"(

i'm glad i have charlotte and joey in class. whenever i'm with them, i feel happy. at least i feel that i still have someone out there who cares for me. i feel loved. thankyou<3

linxin, i had a great time playing ball with you. thanks(: you dont think too much too!:D

i dont feel like gg on.. i'm afraid i will cry=/

2007-08-05T00:52:00.000-07:00

had a great day with stupid gonggong dumbdumb spastic RETARDED joy foo yingying. haha
studied at marina subway. quite productive today. we didnt talk much, we were both concentrating. revising chem(: and when we talk, we dont talk rubbish! we discuss chem(: haha. understand most of the mole concepts stuff. asked joy lotsa of things. i'm gonna spend my whole afternoon revising chem tmr(: i'm determined to do well this time. i MUST get at least a B3 this time. i need to pull up my overall chem results. my previous chem test was horrendous, it pulled down my overall. that sucks=/ i dont wanna fail terribly k! jiayou(:
joy, jiayou too! get your A1!(:

well, subway was exceptionally crowded today. cause of npd @ marina bay. yeah. joy was late by abt half an hour, cause last min(right before she gonna leave hse) sth cropped up. yeah. while waiting for her, i did some maths hwk. SOME! only like a few qns=/ cause i realised i dont know how to do it. i tried to complete my modulus hwk on friday night too. as usual, STUCKED! wanted to refer to my notes, only then i noticed that half of my notes is B L A N K! gosh.
i need someone to teach me modulus=/

after studying, we went to marina sq. within abt forty-five mins. joy bought seven pairs of earrings(one of it is free), one jacket, two necklaces. i must stop her from spending money like that! haha.

i need to chiong cw now!

*ACCORDING TO JOY'S LAW, HUMAN BEINGS CAN BE COMPRESSED!(:

2007-07-31T19:50:00.000-07:00

ahh...!!! i cant get that tune out of my head now=/
mstan didnt come today. so for the whole of english period, we were singing innocent.
sad to say that i'm kinda sick of the song now=/
well, missed chinese remedial today. guess there isnt any too. haha
went amk hub with leehaoyee(: we wanted to go to amk library, but didnt know the way and was lazy to walk.
met sister for lunch after that. had pizza hut. chick ole bake rice!<3

watched one litre of tears just now. cried='(
SAD!!!
so poor thing. she is a very good basketball player. she was only year1 when she got selected to be in the sch team. the one and only year1. well, there was one part when her parents cried while talking to the doctor. and i cried too. arghh!!
*I WANT AYA'S DIARY.
any kind soul is willing to get it for me?(:

2007-07-28T00:53:00.000-07:00

i've uploaded the rhd photos. okay, i know its like FINALLY!
lol. i was lazy luhh. i've uploaded the photos on friendster too. so those whom i haven send, go there and grab yourself! thankyou(:

*damn it. i feel so cheated. i want my award!

2007-07-28T00:18:00.000-07:00

I WANT AYA'S DIARY. one litre of tears
ANY KIND SOUL?!

2007-07-25T18:42:00.000-07:00

yay. trng ended at 4pm today. all thanks to the badminton ppl. haha.
nonono. is english oral. yeah.
well, ~~i hate trng~~.
that is not sth that i will say. yeah. from now onwards i wont say that(:
BUT, sometimes i will say i dreaddd trng, cause the weather is too good.
and i'm feeling sleepy. yeah.
but at the end of the day. i still love trng.(:
i think trng was quite alright today.
at least there is improvement(me)
as compared to the previous trng. last trng sucks luhh. seriously sixty percent out of eighty? yuck!
vjc will be coming on friday. yay!
so now, i'm looking forward to friday's trng(:
hopefully friday will be at least a seventy percent out of eighty.
jiayou jiayou(:

*its not that i dont wanna post the racial harmony day pictures here, there seems to be a problem. i cant upload them. i will try again. i'll get it done soon(:

2007-07-20T21:49:00.000-07:00

merilyn(: korwoong(:
jennette(:laopopo.LINXIN!(:
oioi and us(:
cheryl.me.adeline.jiawen(:
crusher.JU!(: keatli(: best partner.MICHLIEW!(:
machowaigong.JOYFOO!(:
longwei.ELSIA!(:
fsp.MAVIS!(:
darling.CHANTAL!(:with ms tan(:
me.loser.beng.shity(: athirah(: bigboobs.RAIHAN!(:aishah(:
longweike.EVELYN!(: lijie!(: monitress.HANNAH!(: table partner.ANNETTE!(:

mysexycooking partner.IRDAYU!(:
ravin.LOSER!(:haoyee!(:
ngteng!(:
joey a.k.a xiong di!(:
charlotte!(:

2007-07-18T21:56:00.000-07:00

had friendly against amk sec today. damn crap.
i rather trng than friendly. seriously.
trng is much more fun than friendly luhh!
friday we will be playing against beatty.
i hope it wont turn out as bad as today.
today, my spiking sucks. yuck!
there is a problem with me.
ARGH!
whatever.
i will jiayou on friday.
i will try my best.
i will. REALLY!
jiayou all! show jl our team sprit!(:

k. gtg do my maths now!

2007-07-17T22:06:00.000-07:00

R E C E S S
gosh! i LOVE recess. haha
esp today<3
~~biology remedial~~
yay! i pass my common test 3. not quite satisfied with the results though.
but, whatever, its better than a fail(:
i will jiayou for common test 4.
i wanna pass with better grades!

had english oral today. ms kaur looks nice. she keeps smiling, but she speak very soft and i cant understand her slang. lol.
i was surprised that i dont feel nervous at all. haha!
all i know is that i just wanna get it done asap.
the picture was quite okay. though i dont really have much to elaborate. yeah.
the conversation was quite okay too. at least i have sth to say. but i think its quite crap. and my ans is like so boring. i think most ppl will say the same thing as me=/
what annette said is really funny! what she and her sis used to play. LOL!

after oral, annette and i waited for leehaoyee, hannah and dionne for about 40mins.
annette thought that haoyee and hannah will go tauhuay-ing with us.
hmm.. haoyee gave annette the thought that, hannah and i will be gg with you all.
well, the worse thing is that hannah is still in the mph. and haoyee's phone is with annette, we cant contact them to confirm.

so in the end, annette and i went to potong tauhuay shop first, then we make haoyee go to tauhuay shop to find us. cause haoyee's phone is with annette. yeah. haha.
arnd 0410, annette and i finally decided to go to the tauhuay shop first.
we were really craving for it!
and in the end. haoyee came alone, just to get her phone back, but she decided to eat tauhuay(all thanks to annette.haha) and dionne didnt come cause her oral ended at arnd 0510
at that time we are about to leave alrd. yeah
*bonding session with table partner. TOOTSY!

2007-07-16T22:15:00.000-07:00

i'm so glad i didnt go watch campus with them.
luckily there are no more tickets left.
gg there to watch. staying till eleven plus.
reaching home at like twelve plus, with no hwk done.
thats a total waste of time!

*if you cant fulfil your promise, then dont promise

2007-07-16T19:29:00.000-07:00

sheesh!
i think i got two qns wrong for listening compre today.
yuck!
i hate that symphony fm.. 92.4
it makes me feel like sleeping, plus it was raining at that time.
the first passage was the easiest, is like dont even need to listen to the comprehension.
lol.
hmmm.. had trng after listening compre.
hate trng today! i enjoyed trng, but my performance is like SHIT!
yuck. yuck!

anyway, hope will get back bio paper tmr.
as long as i pass, i will be happy.
hope today's bio timed assignment i wont get below E8.
i dont wanna stay back every monday for bio remedial=/

2007-07-13T23:40:00.000-07:00

i'm so happy today!
both sch and trng had been great(:
ms tan didnt come in for english lesson. dont know why
for the whole period, many of us gathered together to share ghost stories.
haha
cheryl's stories are damn scary!=s
I DONT DARE TO GO TO THE TOILET!=/
i'm timid okay!
=s
i'm scared!

went to leaders investiture rehearsal after fnn lesson.
ms chin said that we can be excused as we have trng. yeah.
went trng at arnd 4pm. trained for only 2 hrs.
LOL!
match was fun today. yay!
spiked a nice ball.
yes. pathetic one.
lol.
i will jiayou(:

*linxin and kim is back.
waiting for lijie's return!:D

*JOY,UPDATED!:D

2007-07-07T18:01:00.000-07:00

yay! o"level oral is finally over.
haha.
the teachers are nice. yeah.
at least they look nice(:
the woman keeps smiling.
and the guy keeps nodding his head.
LOL!
wonder thats good or bad
yeah.
the conversation qns was so unexpected.
disgusting=/
the qns was easy. so primary. lol
but there is practically nothing for you to say.
its hard to elaborate luhh=/
well, but overall. i think i was quite okay.
*phew!
ohyah! ytd i was the second one to take oral.
so caroline was before me. and she was sitting at the stage there.
she said that i was damn loud. she could hear every single word.
CLEARLY!
gosh. damn embarrassing.
hahaha.
trng was quite fun. yeah.
match! damn fun. i love that team. haha.
laughed a lot. as usual.
my spiking for second match was a lil disgusting.
bad=/
and and. ytd we play two matches. won both!
lol.
so crys was like. ju not here then we win.
we used to lose okay.. hahaha.
somehow, ytd we did exceptionally well? lol.
i'm looking forward to monday.
i wanna talk to michliew and joy!
(:

2007-06-24T23:57:00.000-07:00

i dreadd school.
5 tests a week can kill!
argh!
i haven study a thing!
sheesh!
other than doing some revision for e.maths.
=/
shall go pack my bag now. then go to bed.
(:

2007-06-23T02:48:00.000-07:00

i'm glad that things are getting better now.
at least they are being clarified
as i've mentioned. i dont wanna make empty promises.
i will try my best. do my part.
if there is anything you all are not satisfied with me. pls come and tell me.
yes, pls(:
*one more day to school reopen.
i'm definitely not looking forward to school reopen.
that means all the tests
dreadddd!!!
=/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING CHANTAL!
LOVEYA!
:DDDDDDD